Jay wants to write about his temporary yet permanent scribbles which represents his state of mind at the moment. This is not a place for serious idiocy to be grandiosely neglected or carried upon your shoulders for eternity. These are thought processes which would like to see the other perspective of things, which you may not realize immediately. I believe when channeled in the right direction, you can come to your own conclusion. This is definitely not the way to show some light into the darker areas of your mind, but indiscreetly say what troubles the mind of Jay, J.